You did, but you did not mention a name. Which suggests, at least, an origin point to the pain, one more harrowing than the rest; and one that I am sorry you had to experience. Truly.

[There is not much he can do to heal that wound. He would not presume to try.]

...I cannot tell you what will happen in the future, whether I or anyone else will be swept away without warning. No one here can. But would you regret, someday, not trying to seek happiness, and choosing to abstain out of fear, instead?